Help! Help! Help! Pleaseeeeeeeeee!!! Will someone out there have a heart big enough to help someone in need??? What goes around, comes around, keep that in mind! Someday you may need help too. My children are depending on someone with a big heart!!!!!!!!!!

I have four amaizing children. They are my life, my world, my air, my heart and my pride and joy. I want so much to be able to give them the whole world. Being a single parent is so hard. I feel like I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. I have tried to work outside of the home, but it just does not pay! By the time you figure in day care, gas and the time away from the kids, it is not worth it. I work from home now, but it is just not enough. My time with my kids is so important to me, but I also want to be able to provide them with the life that they derserve. How do I do that? I stress every single day, trying to figure out how I'm going to make it. I don't want to be rich, because I think spoiled rich kids never learn the truth of life. I just want to be okay. I don't want to spend every single day of my life wondering if I'm going to be able to pay the bills and put food on the table. I refuse to let other people raise my kids, so how do I manage that and still be able to make it in this exspensive world? I've never been on welfare a day in my life, but sometimes I wonder... Is that the only solution? I want to know that we will be okay... Is that asking too much?